Friday, June 08, 2007
I hate delays
So, I'm writing this from the airport, Newark Airport to be exact, which is weird. I didn't know I'd be able to access wireless here, so that's cool. I'm basically getting on a time machine today, going back to what was home for 7 years, going back to everything I left behind, and I am ... I don't even know what I am.
My plane has been delayed, we'll board soon but it's an hour late. No worries, I have wireless to keep me preoccupied. But I'm already preoccupied and I do not want to be anymore. It's not productive and it's making me miserable. Hopefully once I physically extricate myself and my stuff from the past I will be able to finally face reality and move on. I hope so.
I am terrified and my plans are gone and I can not wrap my head around any of it. Every time I think I have it figured out it's gone again. But it's fine and it's going to be okay.
I will probably delete this entry later tonight. I hate the internet.
Labels: life
posted by carlytron @ 7:01 PM,
2 Comments:
- At 6/08/2007 8:44 PM, riese said...
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Airport delays, life delays, love delays ... best of luck on your journey, Carly ... sometimes I find it's best to pretend like everything's in past tense. Clearly this's enabled me to live my life in supreme health and well-being. [obvs not.] But physical extrication'll make a huge difference, yeah?
- At 6/11/2007 12:45 PM, usersarobot said...
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Carly,
I miss you here in your past life. I however know that you are totally awesome and this is just a bump in the road to valhalla. (I don't even know if I spelled that right, but vikings are cool).
You influenced so many people here, and you will keep doing that wherever you go.
Tell Ryan I says hay hay when you get back.
Love.
